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released June 13, 2012

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EXNX London, Ontario

Electronic music producer, singer-songwriter, and overall miserablist.

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Track Name: Trust
Don't freak out, it's only sex. Take the pill, fuck that guy. Cup in your left hand, phone in your right; accidentally send me the text. How can I trust someone like you? I regret everything. It's always the same with you. Tell me again, "Nothing happened! We're just friends, I promise."
Track Name: Always the Same
It's always the same with you. "Hurry up!" in the shower. "We're just friends, I promise."
Track Name: Stupid plaid, part two
Where the fuck are you? I thought I'd see you around. Maybe I don't care. Even if it's wrong, tell me you've considered it. Don't leave me alone. Let me catch my breath. When we make eye contact, I'll never blink again.
Track Name: Stay
Trying not to freak out. My back turned so you can't see. I wish I had made a plan for if you decided to leave. Overwhelming thoughts. I can't look at you walking away, but I know it's all my fault. I never gave you a reason to stay. I'm trying to change your mind. Maybe we're misunderstood. You're telling me to wake up, and I just wish that I would. I just wish I could. Where am I going to live? You've taken everything away.
Track Name: New York City
Flight delayed, because of the rain, sat on the runway for two hours. I refresh and refresh the page. I'm not getting any sleep until you come home. Before you left we had that talk. I got my chance to say what I'd want you to know if you chose to not ever come back. Now I just wish you were still up there. Let's leave the pain there, New York City won't care. I've tried so hard to get over it, but I haven't slept right ever since. Now I just wish you were still there.
Track Name: Stupid Plaid
Where the fuck are you? I thought I'd see you around. Maybe I don't care. Even if it's wrong, tell me you've considered it. Don't leave me alone. Let me catch my breath. When we make eye contact, I'll never blink again.
Track Name: Thinking of You
Dreaming of people vomiting means you are on my mind again. You always somehow end up inside "just a friend." My black eye says you're in my head, your pink eyes say you were on his head. But I wouldn't expect anything better from you. The devil is making you a throne for you to sit on in hell, and it vibrates. He's got your interests in mind.
Track Name: Apartment
My eyes are burning. "You're with another man," but I only said it out loud, I didn't say it in the text. How ironic that this song plays at a time when you're on my mind. It makes me feel so uncomfortable, watching you move like that. Like I don't want anyone else to see, just lock you in a room and force my eyes open, watching you shake. Could you see me that way or would I be just another? Am I just out of the question? Should I care? Would you see me as a man? I have to know. What would it take to get you alone? I don't want to scare you, but how could I not? Would it come as a shock? Am I thinking too hard, or have you already said yes in your own twisted kind of way? Don't play hard to get, don't play anything. Tell me there's no chance. Tell me it was over before it began.
Track Name: It's a Trap, part two
You're in that blue dress. I'm twenty-five feet away, dancing with myself. I can't look at what's happening in front of me. He doesn't know you. I hate being so fake. Kiss him tomorrow. I'm not bulletproof.